move it like you like it

so i just moved from the midwest to the northeast. they are bitter rivals and i am torn by my love of each. i am torn asunder! i have been in my new home for almost two weeks. my first occupation was cleaning and unpacking. my mom and brother were here for a few days and we kept it real. now i am living the single life once more. i am remembering the fabulousness of solitary living and also the oddness. wednesday night i drank beer while doing pilates and watching a hank williams documentary on pbs. what a life i have! i can be limber and drink all of the time and i have no obligation to anyone, including myself. but that's also where i can see the isolation creep in. the fact that i could sit for days and do nothing but watch the people's court and it really would have the same effect on the world as if i drove around and looked at things or talked to people that i meet or read a book or painted. that's sort of depressing. i have been blessed (or cursed) with a few weeks of absolute free time before school starts and i can't say for certain what i am going to do with it. if i had heard myself bitching about such a thing a few weeks ago, i would have gone casual ninja on my own ass. it is a good thing, and i have no desire to complain. boredom births this blog.